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Coin Toss Timelines

by Little Big Toe

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Hatched from an egg, bite on a nipple swallowing milk The very last drop makes his belly full Walking on shells with his toes pointed down, learning gravity’s pull In a sandbox full of toys and symphonic noise from a playground choir He’s driving around in a solar powered plastic automobile Leaning back with one hand on the steering wheel “The neighbor’s daughter is blonde w/ blue eyes and just my type I haven’t learned how to whistle, but give me seventeen years, and I just might.” A liter of a natural vitamin, dirtied up for a future husband with tainted meat who got a kitten at a second-hand store Add or subtract four, soon you’ll be a mathematician Suck on a lemon, feast on acidic pulp without straws while perfecting a card game at the table with the wife’s in-laws Starving a fever, and feeding a cold are home remedies Ice cubes in the soup, a warm glass of tea and forty winks Neither one wants to know, but the question couldn’t resist Written on foggy mirrors with index fingers ‘Bliss is ignorance’ A liter of a natural vitamin, dirty up for a future husband with tainted meat who got a kitten at a second-hand store Add or subtract four, soon you’ll be a mathematician The future doesn’t tally up and the monster rears its head when you get to the top At the apex of a fantasy So don’t fix what’s not broken, and don’t tear the perfect packaging credits
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I’ve ironed out the wrinkles in my shirt The water was boiled, but I avoided second degree burns I swam out to the outer banks But my feet and my arms refused to help I drove out to a southern state, just to get away but she didn’tcare I met a girl at a Thai restaurant, we had a drink or two but then I came home Look down, wake up…I’d sleep the day away if it wasn’t for alarms The weight could break backs, but I trained myself and lost a belly full of fat A mother tends to her son’s brittle bones The insurance policy didn’t cover the surgery I’ve never wrote a song of hope, but there’s always more than meets the eye Sight, I take for granted like you….i don’t know what I’d do if my ears went mute Tear down and build up, don’t be surprised at the strength of concrete blocks The weight could break backs, but the foundation needs to foresee future cracks Look down, wake up….I’d sleep the day away if it wasn’t for alarms (but when an) outage of power resets the time to 12, rely on your internal clock
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Buttered toasted bread, scrape the burnt crumbs to puzzle piece shaped stems That bred a deity like Osiris the King Crimson red drips from a poisoned needle, the needle punctures skin And briefly I can’t retain oxygen I’m sealed in tight, like a firefly inside a mason jar, with a hole poked in the lid for gazing daughters I never thought of a human as an animal Innocent and complex like a mathematical equation Liquid forming in a paper cup drips as the ink smears I’ve racked my brain for several months and years To find out that there’s no hope in living vicariously on a one way avenue An infant’s breath fogs up a dirty mirror, smudged with fingerprints Evidence of household occupants While army ants line in a single file while the sergeant leads the march And his cadence is just slightly off Tied to a string like a bumblebee bridled without wings Rescued by doses of sanity Waiting for answers, barricaded behind the walls of a castle Holding on for dear life to a dream
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I’m pulling plugs on organisms that run on batteries Their sockets are filled with water droplets and safety pins He’s dressing up in battle gear when formal attire is mandatory And endless vats of whiskey are an ocean He’s driving around in vanity plates, he’s a confident man But all the money in the world couldn’t pay for a smile on his black soul Sucker punched in the gut with three hundred-ten pounds of force And now he’s bleeding from eyes sliced by wires and head first dives Into the pavement, he should have cut himself off A broken record, with a needle impaired repeats whining syllables Occupation in a shape of frozen water in trays dissolves useless medicine He’s hopping barriers while men in neckties abuse a sounding device To get their stories across, they toss a burning lamp between yellow and white lines Pending laws await cures, as the Sabbath fills up a church & a man dressed in white asks for change from a wife through a check that’s made out to cash A phone call at a funeral interrupts a brother’s eulogy Who spoke of childhood playground games of hide and seek where no one won And teachers ate apples, a worm crawled in and laid down inside I’m pulling plugs on organisms that run on batteries the sockets are filled with water droplets and safety pins
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Grab a handful of change, head to the theater with neon lights and a canvas stage You’re offended by obscenities, but all my favorite movies are nc-17 Fornication and violence are like a train wreck, you can’t look away And if you can combine them, my plans are made for the rest of the day Sit in front computer screens, max out your credit card and max out your seed One of them could have been the president, cured a cancer, or a been a face on tv The wrist on my right arm is bigger than the left How do I explain that when I canceled my gym membership The girl with the milk mustache is lactose intolerant I thought I was hardcore, but apparently I’m not shit Lubricate and shine the flagpole A rolodex of all the conquered We’re the same as every animal You can learn a lot from a canine if you try to hit it from every single angle But like a farmer goes through dry spells, you gotta get to know yourself as best as you can It smells like chlorine in here, but the swimming pool’s closed for this season But I’ll still dive in, it’s called a compromise, sooner or later, you’ll get your turn The wrist on my right arm is bigger than the left How do I explain that when I canceled my gym membership The girl with the milk mustache is lactose intolerant I thought I was hardcore, but apparently I’m not shit The table of contents to the monthly subscriptions That I read for the articles is glued to page one I called every number that I could retrieve in my phone But with the gun’s friendly fire, Dick and Bush had a rational thought Lubricate and shine the flagpole A rolodex of all the conquered We’re the same as every animal
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Stepping out into snow with bare feet is unpleasant And I won’t do it anymore Moving furniture up and down stairs causes backaches So I’ll just glue my feet to the ground Making drinks so strong where I can’t taste the cola Leaves me waking up with swollen hands And reaching into my wallet for a donation Leaves bruises in my bank account Pretty soon I’ll forget what I just said Brain cells can take a beating for many rounds Pay attention cause I’m lipsinking all the words And leave up to voiceovers for the correct sounds Slowing down for an officer just causes traffic So I might as well hit the gas Even if it causes danger I’ll just keep driving erratic And defensive drivers will let me pass And even if women and children are present I’ll roll down the windows and out of courtesy, I’ll yell, “Be careful. There’s a lot of crazy people in this world that could hurt you So you might as well stay inside.” I’ll start a fire with a bundle of branches And make a signal to a therapeutic actress We’ll play a game of make believe, I’ll be the doctor With a long history of malpractice Sounds like someone’s got a cough I heard a blackened lung dressed up in nicotine with eyes soaked in visine Which makes red pupils white, but you’re not fooling me Though I’m an amputee, my senses work just fine (I’ll start an argument with a stranger just to vent all my pent up criticisms And even if he makes a valid point, I’ll plug the lobes And build a sculpture in an underground museum where everyone is dressed in camouflage and blends into scenery Imitation’s flattery, especially when it’s louder than the original But nothing can compare to the first and we’ll have to pretend That the noises in my head are all just imaginary) (I’ll break a barrier with a clenched fist just to numb all the endings that my fingers had the nerve to lift, and even if I break a single bone, it will be worth it just to tell the story at a dinner party where everyone is dressed in suit and tie, the extras in movies where black and white is the scheme and sound is dubbed, the magic of machines, director’s cut on dvd, in different tongues and deleted scenes, am I paranoid or are all the noises in my head all just imaginary?)
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Boxed up antique dust collection Mucus clogs up your sinuses Locks without keys just sit idle Migraine headache earplugs broke off in my skull Fingernails scratch dirt, bathed in hurt bit my lip, bleeding gums and looked into the sun my eyes burned, I turned red and bit into my tongue Worms are fed, bloodshed is always a must Carnival clown paints smiles and frowns for rainier days Stuffed animal door prizes cost a pretty penny Old men drive slow in the fast lane Apparently there’s no hurry The smell of bad milk in my coffee A dollar and 65 cents down the drain And I told him to keep the change The hair on my arms stand on pedestals Shrink my stomach down, one bite and I’m full The fastest meal in red, white and blue Carnival clowns paints smile and frowns for rainier days Stuffed animal door prizes cost a pretty penny Infomercials paint pictures and thrive on insomnia A memorized credit number 60 seconds – new born Race in circles , If God exists, was it meant for heavy machines to drive up on a tailgate Or am I just being cynical, I’ve always been - always will Bad habits don’t just break themselves There’s a buzzing in my ear. If the phone rings I’m not here Cuz I’m out of batteries, let me know when the coast is clear I’ll sneak out the window, take each ladder rung real slow As not to make a sound, and freeze in headlights like a deer Carnival clowns paint frowns and smiles for rainier days Stuffed animal door prizes cost a pretty penny A running shoe without laces, ankle turned on its side I’ve loaded up all my ammo, but I can’t hurt a fly
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Suit and windsor tie are off-centered by a fraction of inch I’m out of practice My metaphors are like riding a bike you never forget balancing your sentences My college seal might as well have been two-ply Cuz my alarm is set for midnight I should have saved all that change and all those years of my life So give and take, pay back what you borrow sometimes you’ll dip your hands in the rainy day change fund until all that’s left is a dime and a half of a dollar My coin flip odds are low but I can’t get enough My fifty percent is handicapped like I’m on the links where two comma’d men hook left and wingspans favor right sides on the 18th hole
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King Salmon 03:22
A salmon swam into the lake where a redd birthed an orange egg Sewage mouthfuls, rusted hooks and foolish friends taking the bait Blue-green landscapes (turn) black Speechless voices crack Grilled and marinated steak both sides evenly browned to the patron’s taste Testing senses by the plate while he eagerly awaits Hands on clocks unwind Wearing a blindfold doesn’t make you blind Foaming out the mouth, maybe medicine’s the only way out Line cut, take a bite It may just be the fight that kept us all alive
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The bees align with a savage mind swarming from their startled nest the damages are quickly dressed and a faulty crane to the naked eye is right as rain the pieces that it can’t pick up gain weight as they fall from the top and the crickets sing in a choral harmony umbilical progressions cease and the pause wakes babies from their sleep A piercing even keeled stare spoke a thousand syllables I couldn’t understand a single one I’m growing quite tired of this chessboard I’m a pawn always one step behind your next move When the hymen breaks, the wedding gown is colored in champagne but she’ll wear white anyway for her mother and her father’s sake For the way you are, you’ll get a shiny golden star The act of punishment by reward an example of flawed rationale A piercing even keeled stare spoke a thousand syllables I couldn’t understand a single one I’m growing quite tired of this chessboard I’m a pawn always one step behind your next move So plant your feet and don’t look down you’ll get inside your head that way The beat of hearts could deafen drums Turn the knobs up to the maximum The window is cracked and all the belts are strapped a straightjacket suffocates So accept defeat, numbed hands and feet Our limbs just will not bend that way The only way out is the same way in, take out your compass I’ll walk right into you to prove I’m not invisible I’ll grant the final wish for (four) more wishes Find a way to strengthen your grip, yours is weak How am I supposed to trust you, you can’t even look me in the eye A loophole in the system is what got me here Thank you for the hint, you’ve saved me years of confusion
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Green faced with a gray vein, the camera takes a still In the dark room with the black film, they’re making out the negatives Canonize a mother while daddy signs the dotted line Cartoon daydream of the character’s trip Counter-clockwise, some can hear distorted ticks The frequency is deafening, enough to chill a spine Believe it or not, but I can’t hear your hell But I don’t have any doubts Because you’ve earned my trust When the ground gives in, you have to improvise and your feet must dance and keep the beat But the sound of lies is sometimes sweeter When the verdict’s in, the defendant’s walking free The contract’s been breached at the section italicized Another fat cat’s sitting pretty on your dime Cuz who really reads the fine print when they sign the dotted line Believe it or not, but I can’t hear your hell But I don’t have any doubts Because you’ve earned my trust But even that can be lost So send St. Anthony on the hunt and when the makeup washes off Look into the mirror-mirror on the wall
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Ctrl & Del 06:23
All descendants have died out the chalkboard and pupils stayed in the classroom recess and lunchroom sardine cans the ruler’s splinters soaked up all the sponges And when the only thing that makes you stronger makes you weak you pose as concrete And grab a fine point marker Open your data sheet and ctrl & del your memory The beak of a songbird is dented she belts out melodies fueled by adrenaline the dew on grass blades, slip and sliding a rainboot will trudge on like its freshly tarred blacktop And when the only thing that makes you stronger makes you weak you pose as concrete And grab a fine point marker Open your data sheet and ctrl & del your memory I’d lose my head if not attached to my back I’ll learn to dance and contort my spine to avoid your questions I’ll burn in hell for what I just laughed at, I must have no heart A reservation made, insecticide sprayed to kill the babies A steeped brewed tea chokes with an orange leaf your tongue in cheek can hide the fool’s gold The bride to be, she has sweaty brows and two ice cold feet The characters from a biased joke walked in a bar Stop me if you have heard this one as not to kill the payoff I woke up late and got there early Whoever said shortcuts don’t pay, they must not have had the proper training A steeped brewed tea chokes with an orange leaf your tongue in cheek can hide the fool’s gold The bride to be, she has sweaty brows and two ice cold feet So take only needs, and don’t get hung up on human beings, you can’t control what you can’t control
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In a room of razor blades, he left with open sores As it rained peroxide, he knocked on neighbors’ doors “I’m just looking for comfort” “I’m sorry, you’re bleeding on my floor, and our company’s miles away and it’s business related. So, if you don’t leave right now, I’ll call an officer. I suggest you comply with our demands, but I think you will.” He said, “Karma will get you and fill you up like a four course meal. You’ll have to wrap the rest up in a doggy bag and unbuckle your belt.” He said, “I don’t believe in your fairy tales or the number thirteen. I step on cracks when I walk and my mother has perfect posture.” In a room of stained glass, and reckless abandon Tool belt and a hammer, left a mark like a calf’s branding The path for destruction leads all the way to your abode Avenging the death of his childhood dignity A classroom’s laughter cuts like a dentist’s drill When you’re a cavity, brushing teeth doesn’t help Karma will get you and fill you up like a four course meal…you’ll have to wrap the rest up in a doggy bag and unbuckle your belt He said, “I don’t believe in your fairy tales or the number thirteen. I step on cracks when I walk and my mother has perfect posture Karma will get you Karma will get you, it’s a lifelong sentence with no parole And all your cellmates rape your soul Cops and robbers are the stereotypical characters Gamblers with bad luck pick the winning numbers but have bad timing Synchronizing watches requires pinpoint accuracy But the trigger finger can’t always hold steady Karma will get you and fill you up like a four course meal…you’ll have to wrap the rest up in a doggy bag and unbuckle your belt He said, “I don’t believe in your fairy tales or the number thirteen. I step on cracks when I walk and my mother has perfect posture But I don’t believe it

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released January 26, 2013

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Little Big Toe Dallas, Texas

Led by Jimmy James Cutrera who has been playing some music in some form for a while. LBT likes to incorporate all their influences (which include Radiohead, Andrew Bird, Frank Zappa, King Crimson, the Flaming Lips, Soundgarden, Tool, Silverchair, Jim Croce, Cat Stevens, Nick Drake, and Mahavishnu Orchestra) in their sound while trying not to be too much of a jerk about it. Thanks for listening. ... more

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